Memories

so kill me with love
just love yourself like no one else
time's so scarce where I come from
let them say what they like
because they still can't take our love

Some bulletins and letters from my myspace from 2007...

~Erich~aka Rukh 10
This is the love of my life.
I have never met anyone like him.
Well to think of it I have never met him!
Yeah I know crazy.
Crazy how much you can't learn about a person when they are right in front of you.
I spend hours upon hours learning little things.
Things that I love.
He is amazing!!
He makes me happy!!
He is the love of my life!

His reply to thee above.....

That down there really is wonderful.
I'm happy and greatful that you feel strongly enough about me to share it with everyone.
I'm very very lucky to have you in my life.
You are everything to me..
I really never want anyone else.
It feels increadible to know that such an amazing person as you can love me.
My heart flutters everytime you tell me you do.
I will love you forever...
you are my true love.
Thank you for your bulletin. I'm sooo sorry that I was being selfish about it.
Sometimes I don't look at both sides of things...
please forgive me?
I love you..

~from erich~

You are amazing

You are phenominal

You are caring

You are kind

You are funny

You are beautiful inside and out

You make me happy

You give me something to look forward to every day

You are my first thought

You are my last thought

You are the best thing that has ever happened to me

You are the love of my life

You are my future...

Will you have me?

Some more letters from my myspace........

Dear Christa,
I love you. You have a nice ass. You make me happy.
You should kiss me when I see you. Someday I will marry you. You + me = baby makin time.
If I saw you now I'd hug the hell out of you. I want to hold your hand you.
I would build a bad ass canoe just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be "Everything I do-Brian Adams".
We could sleep and dream together under the stars.
Love,Erich Thomas Tabert
(P.S. You are the most beautiful person I know.)

~from Dock~

Dear Xti Fax,
I like you. You have a nice pair of sneakers. You make me want to go kiyacking.
You should learn Ninjitsu. Someday I will make movies. You + me = skater kids who fucking own.
If I saw you now I'd do a cartwheel. I want to meet you.
I would build a paper airplane just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be "breaking the law".
We could drink beer in Erichs canoe under the stars.
Love,Joe
(P.S. only a few more days! I'm stoked for you two love birds, I think it's awesome:) .)

My absolute favorite letter from erich.....

My everything....

I sit here after I've hung up with you and I'm lonely for the time before I can fall asleep. Thinking about you is what relaxes me enough to fall asleep. Dreaming about you is what keeps me asleep. I haven't slept like this...god in years! Thank you.. you are so amazing to me. How can I explain to you how I feel? How can I describe this feeling I have deep in my heart that knows that you are the one... my only... my forever? Maybe it sounds crazy... but I know... somehow I know. Do you think that's possible? Is it possible to just know something like that? I think it is... I'm sure it is beaus I'm so sure about us... about marrying you. I know that we are going to be great together. I kinda feel silly for saying that, but I want you to know how I feel and what I'm thinking... even if it is possibly dumb.

Anyhow... I'm gonna stop now. I think I've put enough crazy out there for one night. I really really hope that you sleep well tonight and that you have some really good dreams... maybe about us? hahaha I miss you... I'm looking at your myspace so I can have a little part of you here with me before I go to sleep.I love you Christa...

you are absolutely amazing.

Erich

Christa...

that was the most amazing message I have ever recieved. I have to be the luckiest guy in the world. I can't explain to you the way you make me feel, words just aren't enough.I am so increadibly greatful that we found eachother. I glad you had the courage to give me your number... I never would have thought to give you mine. I'm so glad you were ok with texting... I didn't have the courage to call you.I am so glad that we have gotten to know eachother the way we have. I don't think we'd have been able to build as strong a relationship if we hadn't. We've gotten to know the real us.. and I love the amazing and beautiful girl that you are.This really does feel like it was ment to be. Everything just happened to fall into place at just the right time for both of us. I'm just gonna run with it and keep loving you for as long as my body is drawing breath. I'm never letting go.. I'll fight for this is I have to. I didn't know it was possible to love someone like this untill I met you... thank you!I truely love you Christa... I can't wait for the day that I can call you my wife... not because I need a piece of paper... because I know already that I will love you for the rest of my life... but to be able to celebrate and show that love to everyone else.You are a wonderful person.. a truly beautiful individual... thank you for everything you do for me. You complete me..I love you with all my heart...Erich