9:39 AM 11/30/2007
I wish it were the time above but nope....I am in illinois...
So it's really 8:39am
I have a 2 hour layover.. which is almost over...
I am on my way to slc...to do the hardest thing I have ever had to do in my life.
Erichs funeral is tomorrow..
So here I am waiting for my plane... Trying so hard to keep awake.
Lastnight a friend of mine and erichs called...I wish I could have been there for him more. I wish I could have listened to him.He needed someone and I had to sleep because it was almost one and my alarm was set to go off at 3am.
His heart is breaking... and I am worried. I am worried because i can hear the hurt in his voice.It was bad enough to loose him best friend but now he has a terribly deep feeling she isgoing to leave him.
I will see him tonight i believe. I feel lost without le med right now.
No internet here... so i am just using my notepad...
Please do not let this plane be completely full.. I don't want to sit next to anyone. They all seem so perfect..so happy.
randomness.................
I am well I just don't care anymore...For this first time in my life I do not fear death... I know erich will be waiting for me...bring on the plane....
I can't keep my eyes open anymore....8:48 AM 11/30/2007 editied the right time in......
1 comment:
You woke me when you called me while at the airport. But I wished you woke me an hour earlier that morning. For I would of driven the 45min to see you. Even if it was only for five minutes, all I wanted to do was to run to you, hug you, hold you and wouldn't let go until I had to even if I didn't want to, I would've done it. but you knew that and if you did you now know........love yeah myth out (sorry had to do something geeky at the end)
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